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Saturday, August 29, 2026
The Self 1
The self is a manner of demarcation of private and public, or control or beyond control. It is thus an organising principle of social and physical life. The political and legal conception of the self entails the identification of the entity conferred volition,rights, responsibilities, obligations, and liability.
The modern conception of the self is of an autonomous individual human. This is the starting point of the allocation of the roles and responsibilities of the individual agent in modern capitalist life. This conception of the self is a social construct.
However, such a model which organises social life, as well as the person's subjective conception of their role and agency in the world, is not a coherent conception of subjective experience. It has shoehorned an inconsistent subjective experience of being into alignment with a social organizing principle, thus distorting the interpretation of subjective expetience.
From a phenomenological point of view, the world is a series of interacting drives. By drives I mean forces with a life of their own. By forces I mean any object, or mental state which is irreducible to another in the sense of containing the causal potential to change a physical or mental fact of the world from one to another over a period of time.
What is deemed "internal" is no less a perceived fact, albeit one that is perceived in privacy and in the immediacy of one's perception. The reaction to perceived mental facts are also perceived mental facts.
What is termed the self is just the subject to which the perceived fact of drives which are private in nature are attributed. However properly speaking these drives are just equally things out there beyond one's control. There isn't anything beyond perception of drives.
From a practical standpoint, this means that life is just about the harmonisation of drives. There is no distinction between what is self and not self because the objective of the self which reaches over the whole of the experience of drives, whether or not private or public, or in one's control or not, that is, whether "internal" or "external", is to harmonize such drives.
The private or public nature of the drives, or whether they are within our "control", has no bearing on whether these relate to the self as phenomenologically conceived. There is no especial urgency to exercise the "internal" drives over the "external" drives as they react with each other. This is because there is (absent an internalised social construct of the self) no particular identity or thing for the drives to attach, internal or external.
The construct of the individual concerns agency. Agency is the creation of objective responsibility over the mediation of the "internal" and "external" drives. This presupposes a theory of agency, that is, that one thing is a representative of another thing in a given context of a relationship between things.
In a modern social context, one is a representative of one's "internal" drives across many attributive social contexts. This construct arose relationally and comparatively as one is placed in relationships that required the attribution of private drives to that person who has sole access to them. The comparison of drives across certain specific types of transactions and relationships gives rise to the attribution of those drives to an entity which is "me" (as defined by the other person) and "not me", as defined by myself. This correspondence of cross-definition, based on comparative privacy, and which allows for mutual communication, defines the self-understanding of the Self. However, this is not the original pre-social conception. The relationship with people is not the relationship of things or drives, and should not be conflated.
The Self is therefore constructed out of the series and patterns of transactions to which the society puts the overall phenomenological economy of drives, within the framework of drives that are distinguished by privacy and control.
The Self as social construct thereupon provides an organising principle to structure the drives. What is attributed to, and represented by the self, the capacities it adopts and what is accorded to it in society and in transactions, reinforce the self-understanding of the Self as an identity that is tied to the logic of those relationships, as a cognitive presumption. When that identity is identified with, it can itself become a source (not just a structure) of drives and forms an ontological just-so story about "me" and other. That is, what is called ego is a feedback loop between the identification of the self as object in the world and the private drives of the person.
When the social object of the individual is thus created by such categorisation of drives, drives which may not be private or controlled may be attributed to that social object. For example, and individual may take on a representative capacity for collective drives, as when a director of a company acts on the behalf of a majority vote of the board of that company, or a President of a country signs an executive order.
One may add the definition of control, which forms a justification of society's creation of self and the attribution of representative capacities to the self.
Wednesday, October 15, 2025
God as Consciousness
If consciousness is God, in that all that exists exists through consciousness, then we partake of God through consciousness. God is everyone of us, not as the thing in the world, but as consciousness of the things in the world (including our individuated selves). Our selves belong to us, but consciousness does not.
Of course, this consciousness is casually actuated through our physical selves - brains. But structurally, consciousness in being is not actuated, but a prerequisite of being. That is what God is, our way of expressing a subject noun that is conscious.
Wednesday, October 18, 2023
Will to Consciousness
The single principle of all that exists: To raise its consciousness.
Life is the will to consciousness.
Everything one does is an opportunity to a) lower one's consciousness, b) stay in one's consciousness, or c) raise one's consciousness.
All problems and their nature are merely a result of the choice of one of the above. Problems may appear insoluble because one is not raising one's consciousness, or the parties involved are stuck in the same consciousness.
In the long run, consciousness MUST be raised.
Thursday, February 17, 2022
Note 179
If one knows that there is in reality no free will, then liberalism's elevation of the individual is but another form of social control, based on the illusion of free will.
Thursday, September 03, 2020
Friday, April 17, 2020
Note 176
There is an inherent instability within democracy in one country as centrifugal forces pull it apart.
Therefore seperate nations, institutionally constituted as states at war with each other, is the neccessary complement.
Global or regional cooperation forces countries to break apart.
This drives the push to either conservative conflicts, or progressive conflicts.
Progressive conflicts lead to smaller entities and the expansion of individual freedoms.
Conservative conflicts lead to preservation of existing orders and stability.
Progressive conflicts come at a cost of inherent and prolonged instability and death, because a new basis for a new social contract has to be found, as a foundation for order.
In other words, a modification of the modern conception of state will result, as another intermediate equilibrium that balances the internal values, and the external relations, of order-providing entities.
What is the principal contradiction? Generally, that between the individual and the collective.
In this case, individual identities revolving around markets, and social collectives up to the national level. Collective identities revolving around state and global institutions, including global markets. A reordering of these relationships in a Socially Darwinistic way may be what true war (a state of nature) is about.
Therefore seperate nations, institutionally constituted as states at war with each other, is the neccessary complement.
Global or regional cooperation forces countries to break apart.
This drives the push to either conservative conflicts, or progressive conflicts.
Progressive conflicts lead to smaller entities and the expansion of individual freedoms.
Conservative conflicts lead to preservation of existing orders and stability.
Progressive conflicts come at a cost of inherent and prolonged instability and death, because a new basis for a new social contract has to be found, as a foundation for order.
In other words, a modification of the modern conception of state will result, as another intermediate equilibrium that balances the internal values, and the external relations, of order-providing entities.
What is the principal contradiction? Generally, that between the individual and the collective.
In this case, individual identities revolving around markets, and social collectives up to the national level. Collective identities revolving around state and global institutions, including global markets. A reordering of these relationships in a Socially Darwinistic way may be what true war (a state of nature) is about.
Wednesday, March 11, 2020
Note 175
We are all god, but in a less than perfect structural form.
We confuse teleology with history. Teleology is the perfection of structure at each point in time, not a perfecting of structure across time. So god is the end point of teleology.
We confuse teleology with history. Teleology is the perfection of structure at each point in time, not a perfecting of structure across time. So god is the end point of teleology.
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